Listening: The Sparrows And The Nightingales by Wolfsheim.
It’s been a while since I updated this site, huh? It must’ve seen like I abandoned my little site altogether. Don’t worry: I’ve just been really busy with school.
I’ve been really overwhelmed recently, but I’m finding ways of managing and fixing it. I’ve mostly gotten over my old crush, but I still like him — I’m just trying not to. Fortunately for me, I spend most of my days on a college campus where there are a lot of guys and girls. I think I found someone who might like me back?? or I’m just being delusional. This guy is different from Joseph though: more talkative, less soft. He’s seems like someone I could rely on for stability and protection. I’m not as head-over-heels for him as I was with Joseph, but I like him, and I think I could like him more if I only I could see him again (I might be able to tomorrow!). He seems to share some of my interests too: classical music, guns, probably more. Plus he’s smart (obviously, given he’s in Phi Theta Kappa), which elevates him in my opinion even more.
I stopped taking Wellbutrin — without my doctor’s permission. I know people might think I’m dumb for that, but I was just in so much pain, and I’m much better now. I haven’t told anyone IRL though. I know how to keep a secret (sort of). Hopefully the doctor will let me stop, but I’m not sure yet.
Anyhow, I’m glad I finally updated this site. I’m glad it’s still around.